Currently Listening The Fake Sound of Progress By Lostprophets see related

It's been so long since I posted that I dont even know where to start. The summer has been really great and Im excited for college that is coming up. I move in next week and Im just happy to be in a new place and environment. Im going to miss a few people from little Roxboro but not as many as I thought I would.

Ive done alot this summer, I went to the Zoo, Atlanta Braves game, and Kings Dominion. Its been really great. I love when I go to Georiga too. Its always such a special time, something always goes wrong though. But it makes me really happy to see all my friends from elementary school and know that they still care and are still here for me just like they used to be. Not to mention I get to go by and see my Dads grave. All my friends in GA mean a whole lot to me, I dont think they will ever understand just how important they are to me. Im glad I got to see those of you that I did in my last 2 trips out there.

My home life recently is kinda blurry. Im not really here but when I am Im getting aggrivated with Jimmy. I dont understand what happened. We used to get along so well and now its like he hates me and wants nothing to do with me. It doesnt make any since. So i guess me leaving will be a good thing, maybe he will miss me or something. Ive got to spend alot of time with Nick this summer...ALOT of time. Its not that I dont want to be with him or around him but everyone needs some time alone or their personal space. I guess he just is nervous about me leaving too and i know he wants to spend as much time with me as possible.

I know what alot of you are expecting me to talk about. Eric. Well guess what? Im done with him. I really am. It took me so long and alot of you are probably happy to hear me say it. I really mean it this time. I have nick to thank for that. He showed me that eric was good for nothing. Sure he was a great guy and I loved him but he wasnt worth the pain that I put myself through. Eric will be a friend still but no longer will i be in love with that jerk. I guess its just one of those things.

Well, I thought I would have more to say but Im coming to a close. Lately I have wanted to write but cant find the time. I just hope that things for the next 2 weeks go well. Thanks for all of you who have been here for me. I love you guys. Hope your summers have been awesome and that back to school is fun.

Lots of Love
AiR*

Currently Listening Stuck By Stacie Orrico see related

Like your going back in time.

Im Bloggin! Yay!

So, not alot has really happened I guess. I finally got in my Jeff Hardy stuff and that made me super happy. We got a new puppy (she is a boxer and her name is Sophie) and she got really sick. She had a hernia but they think she might be better. We find out tomorrow. I went and saw the movie 300 and it sure was good. Kinda funny too. I started on a new diet and its working pretty well. Im being VERY careful about what I eat and I like it. Im still working though ill probably quit soon. Its because Im going off to college. I got accepted into Warren Wilson College! That made me really happy and I'll be going there at the end of August.

The reason I named this blog what I did was because for some reason things feel different. I really honestly believe its because of the weather. And well, I feel like I did last year. The weather is perfect and I want to be outside, but everyone else is lazy and doesnt want to be outside with me! I have wanted to play some soccer so bad. I love this weather and I hope it stays that way. But, things just feel like when Evette was here. Gosh I miss her alot and cannot wait for her to get her booty back here in June. But Ive also been missing Eric. Yes i said it and I hate to admit it. Its been almost 2 years but for some reason...I still care about him. I know that I shouldnt cause he probably could care less about me now but its just one of those things I guess. I am gonna be seeing him in June though. I hope.

As for guys because alot of people have been asking me about boyfriends. I dont have one still and Im honestly ok with that. I guess Eric just effin spoiled me so now I cant find a guy worth nothing! Then the guys that I do actually have partial interest in already have girlfriends or we are just too good of friends. I am extremely picky and I dont care. Thats just how it goes. But I do blame Eric.

Im still not sure what I am gonna do about prom yet. Ivan got out of going with me which i expected he would do the whole time but I really dont know anyone else I really wanna go with. There is this one guy that I wouldnt mind going with but he doesnt really seem to notice that I have my eye on him I guess. Its not a big deal but I still dont know if I am going or not.

So I made the comment the other day that I really dont have that many friends to hang out with anymore. Evette was the only one that I really hung out with but she moved to NM. Honestly, I have friends but I dont really talk to them outside of school. I just, have more or less of people that I know but like, I dont know them well enough or good enough to see them outside of school ya know? All my closest friends are pretty much in GA. There are few good friends here in Roxboro but I just dont know. Point is, I do have friends. thanks Jamal.

Well, I think that I am finally out of things to say for right now. I bet you, the one who is reading is happy about that. So anywho, Im gone.

Piece.
<3AiR

Currently Listening FutureSex / LoveSounds By Justin Timberlake see related

Holy wow! I havent posted in here in forever and I apologize! lol.
not much has been going on! ok i lied alot has been!

Prom is coming up!
I orderd the jeff hardy shirts and life size card board cut out of him.
Motion City soundtracks album comes out July 17th.
I got to GA in MAY!
I got accepted to Warren Wilson College.
I still miss Eric.
I got denied by a guy that I was actually kinda liking!
Im starting to HATE my job.
lol.

so yeah. Lots of cool stuff.
Other than that, same old same old!!

Hope everyone has been doing great.

<3 AiR

Currently Listening Cheap Trick By Cheap Trick see related

2oo7

Yay for the new year being here!!!!

Boo for lagging computers!
*MiiNE*

So yeah, I just stayed up all night long and have to go to school in less than an hour or so. Oh boy. Wonder how today is going to work out. THANK GOSH i dont have to work tonight.

Im so happy to be into a new year and im hoping that everything just works out great.

good things so far this year:

My diet = working
mindset on guys = turned off
school = i graduate in 5 months and 4 days

I think things will work out!!

Happy Beleated New Year.

&& Check out my 3rd Love
((1=Jeff Hardy
2=Johnny Depp))
Justin Pierre!
*u noticed all the "J" names too huh?*

Ahh!!!

<3

ME!

Currently Listening Commit This to Memory By Motion City Soundtrack see related

*2oo6*

Where has this year gone?

Seems like only yesterday is was the first day into my Senior year of High School.

I think- no i know that I have waited for 2oo7 for a long time. In 2oo7 im going to Graduate, start college, be on my own, learn to live something new.

But what about what im leaving in 2006?
2oo6 hasnt been great nor wonderful. ive learned alot of things this year. Things change, people move on no matter how much they say that they care, some people NEVER change, some people never grow up. I have gained alot. Going from sad and crazy to partially optimistic and Insane. Ive made good choices and bad choices but im happy to leave it all behind. Im ready to start on a new scale. I ready to bring out the best. Its time to shine and restart a whole new year. Im going to take thing new things ive learned; maturity, optimism, patience, kind heartedness, faithfulness, and love all to 2oo7. Although ive spent half of this year by myself, im glad. It helped me look into the the full of things.
To realize "Man, Ive GOT to grow up; but still have fun."

So thank you 2oo6, not as great as 2oo5 or as exciting as 2oo7, but for teaching me that even if im not in the spotlight, I can be the best in the world!

Im sorry for my losses && Im estatic for my gains.
Im proud of the friends who stood beside me && I am pitiful for the ones who thought they were too good.
Im proud of my optimisim && of im sorry for my shame.

Im sure there is MUCH more I could say, there just isnt time or the words for it.

Good Luck to everyone in this NEW upcoming year.

<3 AiR c/o *o7

*Memories of 2oo6*

Decorating my step-dads office

going to the park

Evette Leaving

New Friends

DDR

Pirates of the Caribbean 2

Prom

my birthday

the Fair

Jeff Hardys birthday

Relay for Life

My sisters wedding

Football Games

New Job

Babysitting

Trip to GA

Looking forward to a new begining