Currently Listening The Fake Sound of Progress By Lostprophets see related

It's been so long since I posted that I dont even know where to start. The summer has been really great and Im excited for college that is coming up. I move in next week and Im just happy to be in a new place and environment. Im going to miss a few people from little Roxboro but not as many as I thought I would.

Ive done alot this summer, I went to the Zoo, Atlanta Braves game, and Kings Dominion. Its been really great. I love when I go to Georiga too. Its always such a special time, something always goes wrong though. But it makes me really happy to see all my friends from elementary school and know that they still care and are still here for me just like they used to be. Not to mention I get to go by and see my Dads grave. All my friends in GA mean a whole lot to me, I dont think they will ever understand just how important they are to me. Im glad I got to see those of you that I did in my last 2 trips out there.

My home life recently is kinda blurry. Im not really here but when I am Im getting aggrivated with Jimmy. I dont understand what happened. We used to get along so well and now its like he hates me and wants nothing to do with me. It doesnt make any since. So i guess me leaving will be a good thing, maybe he will miss me or something. Ive got to spend alot of time with Nick this summer...ALOT of time. Its not that I dont want to be with him or around him but everyone needs some time alone or their personal space. I guess he just is nervous about me leaving too and i know he wants to spend as much time with me as possible.

I know what alot of you are expecting me to talk about. Eric. Well guess what? Im done with him. I really am. It took me so long and alot of you are probably happy to hear me say it. I really mean it this time. I have nick to thank for that. He showed me that eric was good for nothing. Sure he was a great guy and I loved him but he wasnt worth the pain that I put myself through. Eric will be a friend still but no longer will i be in love with that jerk. I guess its just one of those things.

Well, I thought I would have more to say but Im coming to a close. Lately I have wanted to write but cant find the time. I just hope that things for the next 2 weeks go well. Thanks for all of you who have been here for me. I love you guys. Hope your summers have been awesome and that back to school is fun.

Lots of Love
AiR*